Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

9th Day of the End of Darkfall, Melday

I helpd Sky heel peepul today. It was hard work, but I liked it. I helpd move peepul and wash peepul who coudnt and stuff like that. I want to learn lots more. She thinks I can lern spells and balms and poshins, but I dunno. I'll try reel hard, but I no I have limitashins. Mebbe if I try veree hard, I will be able to do magics. I dunt want to let Sky down, she reelee wants to pass on her nolige.

I am tryin veree hard to get on with my lif. I still hav hurt feelins inside frum Sil. I went lookin fer her in the southern outpost, but she wasnt there. I lookt and lookt, but I coudnt find her, I new thats where she went tho cuz I herd her. I no she was headid thre. I am worreed she dacidid to run off into the darkness. I am scared i will never see her agin.

I was accused of tellin secrits recently. I never tell secrits, espeshelee when they coud git other peepul hurt. But, its pro'blee my fault anaway. THings tend tah be my fault even whin I dont no bout it. I wish I was better and stronger and more like the others. I no they think down on me and dont reelee think I shoud be like them, but I kinna help what I am. They think I am like a child, they think I am stupid. Its hard, this thing I have cuz I lern the truth of things. But, I was told by my frend that you do not have to be smart to be wize.

Posted by Tzoli at November 3, 2004 07:08 PM