Peepul all think I am stupid. I am tird of peepul thinking I am dum and gullibal. I aint like that reelee. I try veree hard and am frendlee, but I aint gullibal. Leest I dunt think I am. Mebbe I am. I dunno.
Rylian and Arlena... I do not evin no what to rite about it. They was togethur. I saw it all. The others like me did alsa. I dunno why we saw it. It mad me so angry. So angry I coud not evin think no mor. I am stil angry tho I wunt tell them I am. I dunno if I shoud trust him no mor. I dunno anathing.
I learned a new word. To act'lee. Eccentric and Virgin. I din't no that there wuz a word other then maidin fer it, but apparently there is. I am virgin. Sounds funnee to me. I like maidin better. Sumone called me eccentric. I still dunno what it meens tho. I think it meens frendlee and talkitiv, but I dunno.
I am tird of seeing things like that. I dint no I woud have visins like this. Seeing things that happin whin they happin. I dint no I woud hav to see thees things. Its horabal. They say there is no way fer me to hav a quiet life like I want cuz of what I am. That seems unfair cuz I dint ask to be what I am.
Now I want to fite. I no I hav to fite. Lots of niss things git takin away frum you I think whin there is Fate. Thats okay tho, Balor and his Fate strings must have sumthing fer me to do. I will do it, then mebbe I will be abal to hav a niss life and sum babees.
Posted by Tzoli at November 21, 2004 11:14 PM