January 20, 2005

17th Day of the 2nd Middle of Spring

I finded out taday that Makoto and his speshell love as he callt her was attakt by a Vek. I wundar how they knowd it was a Vek attackin them? They sed she had auburn hairs and was veree pale. I dunno wat colar auburn is, but they sed it was kinda brownish reddish blondish. I dunno what colar that is, but it sounds kinda niss.

When they first startid talking abot the Vek, I got sah angry I coud not evin stay there. I wannid to smash sumthin up. All I coud heer in my hed was angry thots abot killing Veks and makin them pay....and they was my own thots, not othar peepuls.

I went fer a walk out aftar that to the gardins cuz I coud onlee be angry fer so long. I thot if I walkt with the flowers then I woud get the angar out of my hed. It dint work. My hed got madder and madder. I sat down in the brokin gazebo and jus kept gittin angryer and angryer. It was like the mad thing insidah me was jus wantin me to kill and kill and kill. Aftar a while it dint evin think abot Vek no mor, just redniss. Evarythin was red all arond me and it was like I was floating in the plass where Melchior tookt me, eksept is was red and not white.

I dun ramember much, but I ramember lyin on a big brokin log and starin at the sky, watching Balor set ovar the wall. Fer a seccind I thot I coud grab one of the pale blue beems and float away on it. Whin I tryd I saw my hand and it was bruised and bloody. I think I brokt a nucal. I spose it coud have bin worser, I coud have punch sumthin that wunt alreddee brokin. I wish I coud ramember punchin anathin attall.

Posted by Tzoli at January 20, 2005 10:46 AM
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