I hav bin workin lots and lots latlee. I seem to work mor and mor evaryday. I train the same time evaryday alsa. Mostlee I just sleep less. Evaryday I hate sleep mor and mor and mor. The nitemars screem in my hed louder evaryday and evarynight. Sumtimes they hit me when I work, tho, luckee fer me, most of the time they happin onlee when I sleep.
There are peepul looking fer peepuls like me latlee. They say Melchior sent them, but I dunno. Mebbe we are not sapose to hide no mor if Melchior is sending peepul to look for us. It is veree confusing to me. I did dum things and peepul figure out what I am and it makes the others angry with me. I dunno why Melchior gave this to me if I always do dum things. I try so hard, but I never feel good anuff whin I stand next to all of the othars. They are strong and smart and always no wat to do. I am week and dum and always confused. At leest I am honist tho. At leest I do not wanna hurt my brothers and sisters with names and crule hurtfal thots. At leest I nevar say nuthin I dont meen.
Melchior told me to be honist, I try veree hard to make him happy with me. I try to always live up to His expektashins of me, but I think it makes the othars veree mad. I dont think they like me. I think they onlee put up with me cuz they got to.
It makes me veree lonlee.
Posted by Tzoli at January 30, 2005 01:25 PM