Hemo got me a new jurnil. It is veree niss. It is just like my old jurnil ekcept it duz not have a sun on it... and it duz not have all of my writing in it. Strange anuff tho, it did have my name in it. Hemo handid the jurnil to me and there is wuz, my name, in big letters. Not my full name, but Tzoli. It was not my writing in it, but it was veree close. So close I almost thot I had fergottin writing in that jurnil. Hemo said he got it frum a shop. Jus sitting there... with my name in it. How manee peepul in the world can be named Tzoli? It is not commin. Me and my fathur only so far as I no.
Why woud sumone try to make a copy of my jurnil? Why woud they try that? I am a littal scard to write in that one so I am using this othar one I got still evin tho it is not veree good. Wat happins to sumone who writes in a jurnil that seems like... I do not no. A trap mebbe? I am in my room now and it is sitting beside me on the bed. The red lethur is so smooth and niss. The jurnil wants me to write in it, I can tell, I meen, it had my name on it.
I was temptid to put the rest of my name in it, after the first bit there. I was temptid, but I got scard. I need to talk to sumone smartar then me, see if they no why a jurnil woud have my name in it.
I have bin inspired latlee to write more storees. I have lots of them sitting in my hed. I need to find sumone who will write them down for me cuz I am no good at writing my own storees down. No good attall. Mebbe that is wat I will use that new jurnil fer. Writing storees. That woud be good. I askt Gabreeul to write them fer me, but she sed she was buzee with stuff.
My teeth hurt me still, but not as bad. The toothpiks are doing mor to help now. I am still gitting horabal hedakes tho. At nite, wen I am alone in my room, my hed bangs and throbs me. I can heer my hart beeting in my hed so loud it is like thundar. BANG BANG BANG! All the time. I do not no why my hed hurts. Wen it starts to hurt, I do pushups and pullups and go to train sum to make the hurting stop. I try to fill up my hed with prayers to Balor and the Gods. If I fill my hed up with those things, then mebbe the hurting will stop. Wen I woke up today, my nose was bleeding me and my hed was hurting so much it felt like sticks was smashing my skull frum the inside. The bleeding stopd aftar a littal bit, it was not reelee bad.
The sun was not up yet, so I went to train and wait fer it to rise in the gardins. It was niss and warm out. It was good. The ake in my hed stopped and I felt bettar. Is it reelee my teeths making my hed hurt so much?
Posted by Tzoli at April 18, 2005 08:01 AM