Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

Announcements and Insanity

"Once a Dryth always a Dryth" That is wat they sed to me. They are going to burn me, I no it. They are going to burn me. I no wat it feels like to hav my flesh burnt and I hate it. They will mark me with fire. They sed they woud let me wear an armband, but I no it is a lie. Evarything is a lie.

The vek... they are letting the Vek feed on peepul. They are treeting them like they are nobals. Mebbe sum of them are nobals, but that is probablee a lie allso. The announsmint in town... They will mark all the Dryth. Evin me, evin tho I am not Dryth no mor. Peepul will come fer us and kill us, I no it. They will turn up ther nose and ignor us.

I thot I was alon bafer, but this will make it worser. My frends, the few I have now... my studints, they will probablee not like me no mor. The vek... the vek will hunt us down and kill us.

I pray evaryday to the Gods, I beg Balor and Melchior to help me.. to help us. I do not no wat to do no mor. I do not no wat do to. Evaryone is talking abot it. Those godliss heethins. They do not understand the way I do and I do not hardlee understand. I do ramembar the pain and the feer and the hatrid. I ramembar all the dreems, the visins. I ramembar them all like they was burnt onto my brain.

Will Melchior git mad at me fer having to wear a mark that says I am one of his evin tho I am not? Will he be mad at me for the lie I have to were? It is a lie, I hate lies. Melchior told me to be truthfal and if I were a lie, then I let Him down. Balor wants me to fite and I think mebbe we will be gitting our wish now. I do not think I will have to evin look fer fites, I think they will come to me.

Jirand told me he will need my help, but I do not no wat for. I wondar if he just think I am a walking Hammar like evaryone else. That is me, Tzoli the Walking Hammar. I do no that he woud at leest fite with me aginst those dirty rottin filthy godliss heethin monstars.

I am scart. I am scart and thinking of running away. I do not no wear to run to tho. And, I made a promiss to help Sehki and Hemo and my frends so I can not run away evin if I want to.

Posted by Tzoli at May 5, 2005 12:08 PM