Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

Morday, 31st Day of the Beginning of Autumn

I spent the hole day in my room at the Inn. The hole thing. I did not evin leeve to train. I trained in my room. My hed hurts so much I can hardlee see. Sumtimes evarything goze black and I think I will not be abal to see agin, then it comes back and I am dizzy. It is like my visin thumps with my hart. This hedake has onlee gottin worser sinss I saw that boy and girl in the Fallin Stars plass.

I prayd to the Gods to take away this pain. I begged on hand an nee. Evin training did not make it go away like usual. Evin now... now it hurts so much. I can hardlee make words.

I beg Balor... Melchior... Cymur... anee of the Gods to take this pain away. I beg them, but I no deep inside they will not ansur me. It is a selfish thing to ask of them. It is just a hedake. I no I shoud not ask them to take away my pain wen they probablee gave it to me fer a reesin. I no I shoud not.. **this section is blurred away by a smeared red spot** ...but I wish... **more blurring** ...pain.

Gods pleese.. **still more blurring** ...fer wat I did.

My nose bleeds me. I shoud sleep. I wish I coud sleep. Mebbe the pain will stop fer a littal bit. Or mebbe jus take a lil step bak.

Posted by Tzoli at May 24, 2005 12:07 PM