Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

Yelsday, 1st Day of the End of Autumn

I finlee got sum sleeps. It was a good sleep with no dreems. I think I sleeped fer a whole day. My hed duz not hurt so much no more. I feel bettar.

I have desidid that I am going to work to bild a Arena fer Balor. I made a promiss to him in my prayers wen I had that hedake that if I coud just sleep a littal bit, I woud make one fer him. I got sum sleep, so I will keep my promiss. I wantid to bild it with monies frum the turnamint of mite that was sapposed to happin, but Cravik sed he would give me bak my monees frum it. I am a littal dissapointid that it will not happin now. I wantid to fite in it. I reelee wantid to fite in it. It seemed like fun.

I thot if I coud win that turnamint Tournament, I coud have part of the monies fer the arena. It woud be a plass fer strong peepul to fite eech othar. Peepul coud lern new things and show Balor how strong they is. Soldiers coud fite and evin reg'lar peepul. Bak home peepul always made things called bets on fites like that. We woud all go and wach them. It was fun. One time, my mum told me my pa used to fite in them. He woud win most of the time evin. My mum evin sed that she fot in one to. She nevar told me if she won or not tho. Or mebbe I fergot. Prob'lee I fergot.

At the arena bak home we always sat in the same plass. It was a box with comfy chairs. Me and my mum woud wach the fites and cheer reel loud. My mum told me in fites like those, Balor woud pik the winnar and give them strength to win. It was Fate... like war and battal and inspirashin. She woud call me her Littal Sun and say one day I woud go into an arena and fite also. She sed if I trained evaryday and always held Balor in my hart, I woud win. I beleeve that. I think part of winning is being good anuff. Training... practissing... getting bettar... but I also think aftar a certin point, it is Balor who dacides who wins. He piks ther fate for the winnar and makes them strong. he pulls on the strings and opponents will fall fer them.

I want to be the persin Balor piks.

So, I have to bild an arena so I can fite. I no I do not have anuff monees for it, but mebbe I can ask peepul. I think if I find lots of peepul who are loyal to Balor, we can bild it together. We can find peepul to give us monies.

In do not no if I shoud be the one to ask rich peepul fer monies tho. Peepul think bad things abot me cuz they think I am Dryth still. Mebbe I will ask Cravik. Cravik is smart and rich. He can help me find a way to make monees cuz he has lots of monees hisself. He has good ideas and will understand me without manee questions. He is a good persin. I like him. He always helps me wen I have hard questions to ask.

I want to make Balor proud of me. I no I shoud do more, but I do not no wat to do and this is the best idea I can think of.

Posted by Tzoli at May 25, 2005 08:29 AM