I have not seen no one latlee. I have been training allot in my spare time. Training, working, praying. It is all I do. Sinss I have dasidid to be happy, I have stayd away frum sad things. Things that make me sad. I have not bin to the Orfanidge sinss evarything happind. I can not go bak ther yet. Not til I find who killed them and get venginss.
In my heart I almost wish I was still a Dryth just so I coud no who did it. That woud make Melchior mad fer me to wish that tho. Besides, I promissed not to wish fer things I can not have no mor. Wishing is week. Wishing shows I have bad faith in Balor and the Fate he gave me. I will not wish fer things no mor becuz I want to have strong faith in Balor. No, that is not rite. Becuz I have strong faith in Balor I will not wish.
If I am to be alon, then I will be alon. If I am to fite, then I will be led to battal. If I am to find the one who killed the childrin, Balor will leed me to the killar or sumone who can tell me abot the killar. If i am to kill that persin, then I will be victoreeiss in battal. It is that simpal. Simpal is good.
I will not wish fer things.
I will not be week.
I will have strong faith and proov myself to Balor.
I will be His hammer and no one elsis.
Balor Guide me, Melchior Fergive me.
Posted by Tzoli at June 15, 2005 08:12 AM