Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

5 - Spring Beginning, Melday

I did a bad thing taday. Me and Aubren did a spar, but it was only one blow. He sed no holding bak. So he did nto hold back and I did not hold bak neethur. I wrapped my hammer up with my cloak to make is soft, but I still hurt Aubren veree vereee bad. I hit him onlee onse and he fell down and ther was blood coming out of him. I did not no wat to do. I am scard I hurt him to bad.

I did not no I got so strong. I did not no I coud hurt sumone so bad evin if it was not on purpiss. I prayed to Balor during the spar like I 'sposed to. I prayed fer gidance. I did evarything I was saposed to do. I said my prayed, i focused on the swing, only the match, the prayers. Maybe I was too strong fer him. I shoud have nown it.

I tookd him to the hospatal. I am reelee sorry I hurt him. I was a big aksidint. He got crushed by me so eezee tho. Are all gards so week? If they are then that is sad. I no the Captin is not week. He hurt me veree bad. I do not no. I do not no why sum gards is week and puny and othars is strong.

Aubren swinged at me, but missed me by ah whole arm length. I do not no wat to do. Will the gard be mad at me now? I hope not. I did not meen it. It was a spar. Good and cleen. Like Balor likes. Fair evin. He had a weppin and so did I.