Tzoli's Red Leather Journal

29 - The End of Spring, Melday

Gods...

I've killed a Vek..

A frend.

I smushed in her skull.

I promised I woud pertekt her. I promised.

She lookt at me. I saw her eyes staring at me. I coud not tell if they wuz beggin or angry or anathing. It ripped me on the inside. Breking me in to.

She was drinking blood. Blood of sumone week. The woman loved by one of my frends. She was talking abot Melchior like it was His falt. Like He made her that. Like she was the onlee one who felt alon. Like she was the onlee one who did not no wat to do. Like she was the onlee one hurting frum it.

Gods...

My hand will not stop shaking. I see her eyes. Evin with my eyes wide opin I still see her eyes.

Melchior.. can you fergive me now?

Can you fergive me?

I killed a frend fer you. I killed her burnt the body.. I think I did. The torch..

I hope she finds peese. I hope I can.

I no neethur of us will tho.

I shoud have tied her up and takin her to the Gard to git the coins. I shoud have, but I coud not. Time... evaryone was cownting on me. The Captin, Leo, Lord Ansen, Sigfreed, Fedim. I had to go and did not have time to be bothared with mor.

I was still to late.

I do not no wat I missd, but evaryone was brokin.

I think mor is coming to.

Posted by Tzoli at September 6, 2005 08:10 AM